why is it this way??

have applied for some jobs long time ago, but there's no reply for any interview. out of a sudden, 6 miss calls on my hp, same # and was requested to go for a face to face interview next thurs, no phone interview at all as the hiring manager wants to see me face to face... what the heck, this is very rush!!! and there's not much bus ticket available due to raya holidays. checked with the bus counters, no tickets available on the 1st and 2nd day of raya... at the same time, another friend from another department IM me, asking me about my job, experience and called me for a short interview with him, on behalf of his hiring manager. was also requested to forward my resume to him!!! what is this, in one same day, less than 2 hours, suddenly being called by these ppl... the timing is hard to predict, when i am aggresive, it does not come; when i m not, it comes... Arghhhhhh.... Mannnn.... what should i do??? should i go for the face to face interview which is very far away?? or should i just give excuses and decline the interview??? what about the other one??? it requires starting a new job from scratch!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhh

redang trip...

1st time to terengganu last month. Away from work but still manage to bump into my boss!!! Anyway, it was a good trip, not so expensive though. But it'll be merrier if there are more ppl. Stayed in Mozana Chalet, the workers there are very friendly. Still remember them, Opi, Man, John, Ela. 1st night, played congkak and sang karaoke. Was being asked to teach how to play mahjong, but too bad, I don't know. Went for a night stay in town, at Li family friend's house. Big kampung type house, ate a lot there, keropok lekor :) Probably the next one will be Perhentian or Lang Tengah.

Together we grab =P

Its almost 1am. Just taken my dinner, after work. Thanks my friend for accompanying me though it is your supper and you put on weight!! Tiring but feel like blogging.

In the midst of product launch, and a lot of issues this year :( Everyone looks 'kan cheong'. The 2 'rubbish collector' in the team, but I'm not consider the core 'rubbish collector' =P, grabbing bits of pieces here and there, helping out, but it is interesting when we work together, discuss together, at the same time 'chui shui' together while waiting for the temperature to change and the looping to complete. Go through happy and tough moments together. Learn a lot from you TTKC. This time I act like your mentor, stand beside you and see you make changes to code, type emails =P. Become intruder these few days, wandering around in other department's lab.

Today off in the morning, went for volunteer program. Very long never go for volunteer program with sister. Glad that you join, although you looks tired. Its sports day for a primary school. The kids are cute. Many telematches. But it was drizzling. As I was there, makes me think of my older days. Mom and dad was very supportive during any events in the kindergarten.

Well, it's MSR writting. Don't really feel like compiling, but got to do it fast. From tomorrow till next week, got to really be prepared for the new tech presentation. The minority and 2nd boss likes to shoot people. Hoping that the minority will not be there next week, or else really do not know how to handle him...

Got to signoff for now. Update again when there is anything interesting :)

buddy...

To my lovely sister/buddy... In case you so happen to read my blog, just want to tell you that you have been very encouraging to me till this very moment. Although past few months have been a series of movie, there are a lot of things which I've learnt, seen and experience. Probably you are right, God have the purpose. Thanks for being so sincere and honest. Really enjoyed the time spent together on the high land over the weekend after such a long time. With this, I would like to wish you all the best and continue to grow mature mentally and spiritually as the days goes by.

Tears are words the heart cannot express...

Tears are words the heart cannot express. Seems to be very difficult to pour out. Looking at me, well, no doubt I always look happy, cheerful, playing and joking around. Bro D's sharing in CG is a good one, although the people around us seems to look happy, probably inside their heart, we do not know. Its like wearing a mask...

Job? Not much satisfaction. But what do I really want? 2007 given a very technical project, yet claim that it is too tough. 2008, leading various projects, define test strategy, technical support, yet still unable to gain back the passion.

Friends? On and off. Not to mention much about the things which have past where the wind of forgiveness have erased it away. Went for hiking, vacation, movie, mamak, shopping with different kinds of people. At this point of time, the activities are not the only thing which I enjoyed. But also enjoy the accompany and the time spent with the other person, be it a male or female. A bit too philosophy...

Too many shoppings lately, lost count of the number of clothes bought, number of movies watched. One way of making me happy though. Have been to PCC for a few times, in fact nearly attend their CG, it is something like Calvary, more organized, more systematic. But will that be a right move? Is the distance a concern?

Many other things are still bugging me, but it is hard to put in words. So for readers who know me, you may approach me and we will talk more =P

Birthday bash

Celebrated dad's 57th birthday in Teck Wah restaurant on Sat. Many were present, my parents, brother, sisters and 'tai chek lou', aunty Ai Mei's family, uncle Wong's family, aunty Kp, Mark and the oldest Aunty Chow Fun. Wow, 18 of us, a big family!!! Delicious food, 10 course menu :). Something like dim sum on a sampan, shark fin soup, prawns, fish, 'ho yit' rice, 3 veges, longan 'tong sui', pao and cannot remember already. Not forgetting another chocolate cake from Secret Recipe. Had a wonderful time fellowshipping together after such a long time. Aunty Chow Fun, an 88 years old lady, was very excited when the birthday song was played, forgot to capture her photo down.

p/s will post some photos when it is available

Verses to meditate on...

Psalm 1:2-3
2 But his delight is in the law (or we could also say here 'the Word') of the LORD,
And in His law (or Word) he meditates day and night.
3 He shall be like a tree
Planted by the rivers of water,
That brings forth its fruit in its season,
Whose leaf also shall not wither;
And whatever he does shall prosper.

You shall prosper!! As you receive the abundance of grace and of the gift of righteousness, you shall REIGN!


Put your name in the blank as you meditate on these scriptures:

1. Established in Righteousness
"In righteousness _____________ shall be established; _____________ shall be far from oppression, for _____________ shall not fear; And from terror, for it shall not come near _____________." (Isaiah 54:14)

"And _____________‘s righteousness is from Me says the Lord" Isaiah 54:17


2. Desire
“…the desire of _____________ (the righteous) will be granted.” (Proverbs 10:24)

As _____________ delights himself/herself in the Lord, He gave _____________ the desires of his/her heart. (Ps 37:4)


3. Mercy & Grace
"Let _____________ therefore come boldly to the throne of grace, that he/she may obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need." (Hebrews 4:16)

"And He said to _____________,' My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.'" (2 Cor 12:9)


4. Strength
"The Lord is the strength of _____________‘s life" (Psalm 9:10)

"The Lord is _____________‘s strength, And He is the saving refuge of _____________ (His anointed)." (Psalm 28:8)


5. Wisdom
"If _____________ lacks wisdom, he/she can ask of God who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to _____________." (James 1:5)

"_____________‘s faith does not lie in the wisdom of men but in the power of God." (1 Cor 2:5)

"But of _____________ is in Christ Jesus, who became for _____________ wisdom from God - and righteousness and sanctification and redemption - that, as it is written, 'He who glories, let Him glory in the Lord.'" (1 Cor 1:30)

"And all who heard _____________ were astonished at _____________‘s understanding and answers." (Luke 2:47)


6. Favour
"And _____________ increased in wisdom and stature, and in favour with God and men." (Luke 2:52)

"For You O Lord, will bless _____________ (the righteous); with favour You will surround _____________ as with a shield" (Psalm 5:12)

"The Lord was with _____________ and he/she was a successful man/woman." (Genesis 39:2)


7. Peace
"And He said, 'My presence will go with _____________, and I will give _____________ rest.'" (Exodus 33:14)

"In the multitude of my anxieties within _____________, Jesus’ comfort delights _____________’s soul." (Psalm 94:19)

"Being anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, _____________ lets his/her requests made known to God; and the peace of God which surpasses all understanding guards _____________‘s heart and mind through Christ Jesus." (Phil 3:6-7)

"For God has not given _____________ a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind." (2 Tim 1:7)


8. The battle belongs to the Lord
"_____________ is not afraid. _____________ stands still and sees the salvation of the Lord, which He will accomplish for _____________ today." (Exodus 14:13)

"The Lord will fight for _____________, and _____________ shall hold his/her peace." (Exodus 14:14)

"See, I have set the land before _____________; go in and possess the land which the Lord swore to your fathers." (Deut 1:8)

"_____________ must not fear them, for the Lord your God Himself fights for _____________." (Deut 3:22)

"And the Lord will make _____________ the head and not the tail; _____________ shall be above only and not be beneath." (Deut 28:13)

"_____________ is a child of God, and have overcome them, because He who is in _____________ is greater than he who is in the world." (1 John 4:4)


You are GREATLY blessed, HIGHLY favored, and DEEPLY loved!