Thursday, July 3, 2008

Tears are words the heart cannot express...

Tears are words the heart cannot express. Seems to be very difficult to pour out. Looking at me, well, no doubt I always look happy, cheerful, playing and joking around. Bro D's sharing in CG is a good one, although the people around us seems to look happy, probably inside their heart, we do not know. Its like wearing a mask...

Job? Not much satisfaction. But what do I really want? 2007 given a very technical project, yet claim that it is too tough. 2008, leading various projects, define test strategy, technical support, yet still unable to gain back the passion.

Friends? On and off. Not to mention much about the things which have past where the wind of forgiveness have erased it away. Went for hiking, vacation, movie, mamak, shopping with different kinds of people. At this point of time, the activities are not the only thing which I enjoyed. But also enjoy the accompany and the time spent with the other person, be it a male or female. A bit too philosophy...

Too many shoppings lately, lost count of the number of clothes bought, number of movies watched. One way of making me happy though. Have been to PCC for a few times, in fact nearly attend their CG, it is something like Calvary, more organized, more systematic. But will that be a right move? Is the distance a concern?

Many other things are still bugging me, but it is hard to put in words. So for readers who know me, you may approach me and we will talk more =P

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